In all my videos I’m wearing make up and a well planned outfit. The truth is that underneath that all, I am currently struggling with a flare-up of autoimmune/chronic illness and it is manifesting in ways I haven’t seen before which means new doctors and lots of tests. I am in pain, can barely eat due to constant diarrhea and am worn out. It occurred to me today that I hide that side of me because I’m embarrassed by it. I want to appear strong and full of vitality and not have to talk about what comes out of my behind! But its always our most vulnerable sides that are our most relatable side, so I decided to share. Hopefully it will help someone. If not, hopefully it will help me.